four five one zero (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} x_thoughtcrime) wrote,@ 2008-08-20 16:50:00 |
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from fairytales tell tales
i don't
want to feel
anything
anymore
let's just...pretend
we'll live
happily
ever
after.
when i hear renaissance affair i think back to a daydream where i imagined lying with in the dark listening to it. i don't know where we were, but there was a stereo, and the display gave off a soft blue glow.
i don't think i'm angry, at you, or, i don't even know at what. i think at heart i'm still just the only child throwing a temper tantrum because i can't get what i want.
it's not being 'just handed to me'.
pretty truthful self-assesment.
i don't
want to feel
anything
anymore
let's just...pretend
we'll live
happily
ever
after.
when i hear renaissance affair i think back to a daydream where i imagined lying with in the dark listening to it. i don't know where we were, but there was a stereo, and the display gave off a soft blue glow.
i don't think i'm angry, at you, or, i don't even know at what. i think at heart i'm still just the only child throwing a temper tantrum because i can't get what i want.
it's not being 'just handed to me'.
pretty truthful self-assesment.
